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Never Spoken
after all the tension, after the shock
i woke up today and saw that it wasn't just a one time fluke...
but...
the will in me was strong...
i loved you more today then i thought i could...
and for a brief moment
i crumbled into a pit of childish blind passion and ecstacy
crying your name, wanting your lips against my throat...
my shoulder....
my lips.
even in the moments where you departed quickly,
as you always had,
leaving my now exposed skins cold...
my heart didn't give...
i patiently chanted to myself...
he doesn't love you ....
he doesn't love you Michelle.
but instead of aching in silence
like so many times before, i watched you...
and felt what i feel for you...
and felt content with this gigantic lie,
this
falsehood...
you remained so blissfully unaware it seems
i had the courage to tell you today
the courage to really say it....
despite knowing you'll toss this beautiful gift aside.
And it's not because that wouldn't hurt
it would
greatly
it's beause theres this thread
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Michelle/Mika
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
College student/Zombie Enthusiast/Hopeless Romantic stuck in Southern Oregon, where all dreams go to die.

I don't know where I'm going, but I'm going with some damn determination.
Interests
Just wanted to let everyone know I'm still alive.
I kept drawing/painting but my computer died and with 4 years of art and sketched i also lost pictures of my late friend.
After losing many people and my deteriorating life quality i spiraled into a depression and since have stopped doing anything art related.

I've now relocated to Louisville Kentucky, and am doing much better.
I haven't found/replaced my tablet, and only have my laptop so digital stuff will have to wait for the time being, but i have access to a scanner and may just upload traditional stuff...

Hope all is well with everyone else!

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davincipoppalag Featured By Owner May 9, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday! :iconcakeplz: :iconbouquetplz:
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Destroyer77 Featured By Owner May 8, 2017
Happy Birthday!

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Fartboob Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2017  Student Digital Artist
thanks foe the wathc!
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davincipoppalag Featured By Owner May 9, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday! :iconcakeplz: :iconballoonsplz:
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Destroyer77 Featured By Owner May 8, 2016
Happy Birthday!

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Destroyer77 Featured By Owner May 8, 2015
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davincipoppalag Featured By Owner May 8, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
another year. Happy Birthday :cake: :party:
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davincipoppalag Featured By Owner May 9, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
dunno if you ever come around anymore.. but Happy Birthday! :cake: :party:
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Destroyer77 Featured By Owner May 8, 2014
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davincipoppalag Featured By Owner May 9, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday!!! :cake: :party:
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